Farewell 2011...

As the sun sets on 2011, may we put away what is old and welcome a brand new beginning. May the Lord smile and shine His face upon you this new year and may He bless you richly fulfilling all of your dreams!! As the last few hours count down let us look at someone and thank them for being part of our lives. Let's release the past and leave our wishes up to God. Let's make it count!!

See you next year!!
XO

one for the road....last time we would see and write the date December 31st 2011!!

Auld Lang Syne

New Year Countdown!!

photo credit - theideadesk.com

The time has come again for my ole year's (as we say in these parts) ritual. I always get a tinsy bit sad and reflective as the year ends. With just one more day and a few hours remaining for 2011, I must give thanks to God for another great year. I am deeply humbled and grateful for ALL of my blessings both great and small. As I sit here on my porch having a drink of punche de creme under the moon and soaking up the last of the Christmas lights, not only at my house but in the neighbourhood I also look back on the Christmas season that passed by soo fast (in fact the entire year passed by in a whoosh! I remember last year December as if it was yesterday). In the background the silence is punctuated by passing cars and the popping of the occasional firecracker which has started already...

I must admit that when this year had just begun I was yearning for change in certain aspects of my life that I was almost positive that I was destined for before the year ended...however this was not to be :( As I always tell myself: there is a purpose for everything that happens. Fortunate for me I was able to fill my life with other things to occupy my time:) For my regular visitors to my blog, you would have witnessed this progression and transformation unfolding day by day. It was indeed a very exciting and eventful year for me. As 2011 comes to an end, I am thankful for life and all the wonderful people in it. I am grateful most of all for my health and the health and presence (and support)of my family in my life. Thanks for my friends that stayed true to me and the new people that entered my life or the ones that I got to know better and friendships forged and renewed. I am grateful for my ability to earn an honest and comfortable living. I am gratfeul for all of the simple luxuries that we often take for granted that many others may not be fortunate enough to enjoy. I am appreciative of my blessings and my gift of writing and other talents and most of all I am very grateful for my ability to share this with my readers all over the world - especially via my book Thinking out Loud that was published in the latter part of this year 2011. This was the best Christmas present I could get myself and the rewards surpass my expectations which I imagine can only get better.

I pray and look towards 2012 with hope for new blessings and memories. New people to enjoy and spend the many days with. I pray that I would be able to travel and experience new cultures and destinations that I have never before visited (and take lotsa pictures:). I pray that I will learn the lessons of 2011 and past years and take it with me in the new year 2012 and beyond. I pray that my blog and my book will help many people and provide healing for both you and myself included. I pray that I am able to live up to the expectations of my writing at every moment and be an example to others.

My resolutions are simple: that I will put the past behind me and completely let go of my tribulations, fears or unresolved feelings; that I will not let negative people or situations get the better of me; that I will let go of my anxiety for the future which is not under my control; that I would stand by my decisions and second guess myself less and of course get better control my emotions.

So as I bid 2011 adieu, I commit to learning the lessons and go boldly forward into the future with passion, fortitude, wisdom, gratitude and grace. I will remain open to ALL possibilities and welcome ALL opportunities for growth.

Wishing everyone a blessed, bountiful and abundantly rich New Year 2012 in all the ways that count - filled with peace, happiness, eternal love, humility, fortitude and wonderful people to share it with.

Many blessings to you my online readers and thanks for your readership!

XOXO

Boxing Day flash back...

These past few days have been blissful to say the least. Waking up late…not having to go to work…relaxing with family…food…drinks…liming…sweet! Christmas Eve and the day before was spent with my mom doing errands around town and Christmas Day was wonderful. Today is Boxing Day where I am in T&T and I just came from a lime at a friend’s house.

I am now watching American Idol reruns on YouTube, which I never before viewed on television. Wow! Never knew what I was missing…what amazing talent.

A song by Jordin Sparks made me reflect on some things my friends and colleagues said at my recent Book Launch, which was really amazing. I wish I could upload the videos…but it will have to wait until I sort out my technical difficulties. Two of them said that all of us have talent and some of us never find it or allow God to use us for the benefit of mankind. They said it’s good that I have allowed that miracle to happen. Every day I am thankful for my gifts and I ask God that I am able to stay true to Him and live my inspiration every day. Jennifer Hudson said that all she ever wanted to do was sing for the world once and because of Amercan Idol she is getting to do it more than once. That's all I ever wanted to do [with my writing] and I'm getting to do it everyday because of modern technology, determination and my readers.

Another song made me reflect on my own life and the people in it. Throughout the past few weeks I realized that so many of us carry around burdens and hurt that have been unresolved. Some of us are hiding from different things…some from ourselves, some from love…some of us are just afraid of what could be waiting for us around the corner. And I’m not only talking about physical danger but the intangible things that do not pose physical harm. Some of us are afraid of ourselves…of what lies within us…I may even be guilty of that. Sometimes what is needed is some soul searching in order to find that much needed healing to mend that space within ourselves or in our lives. That epiphany that can lead to our “moment of truth” to find the key to unlock/remove that distance we’ve been placing between ourselves and others that prevent us from letting go of our fear or in some cases our hurtful past. Sometimes we pray for an answer and we think God doesn’t heed our call but sometimes he does indeed work in mysterious ways. And although he may not bring us exactly what we want, if we look deeper we may realize that he has sent a real blessing in disguise and it is exactly what we need in order to evolve to that next level in order to find peace.

Much of what I’m saying may not make sense to some but somewhere out there, it may be exactly what someone needs to hear.

Can you relate? Please post your comments...
XO

Caroling, caroling!!! - Nat King Cole!!!

Just gotta share this one.....one of my favourites!!!
Can't help but sing along...Gone but not forgotten! Nat King Cole
Merry Christmas to ALL and to ALL a Good Night!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

Have a Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

Many blessings to you this day and alwayz:)

May all your Christmas wishes come true!! Hope you're having a great time with family whatever part of the globe you are!!

Remember to Make it count!!! :-)

Christmas Wishes

photo credit -abstract-thoughts.com

It's Christmas Eve where I am and the hours are counting down to the Big day - Christmas Day...I had something really special planned for my online viewers but it did not work out:( I was trying to upload a clip from my Book Launch - a book reading entitled The True Meaning of Christmas but it came up with an error...too bad. Until I figure out what's going wrong ...it will have to wait regretfully.

Whatever last minute finishing touches you're making on the turkey or perhaps wrapping the gifts....hope it's memorable. Every year we try to make it more special than the last but let's try this year to live in the moment and enjoy those special moments while it's here. I plan to do just that as I celebrate with family.

Yes Christmas is here once again! Let us rejoice for a King is born. Wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas filled with abundant peace, love & joy!

Feliz Navidad, Joyeux Noel, Vrolijk Kerstfeest, Fröhliche Weihnachten, Geseënde Kersfees, Milad Majid

Book Launch niceness:D

Hello All,

To all my readers that have been following my blog for the past few months I have a special treat for you. For the new visitors, I'm a new author and my Book Launch was last Saturday 17th December, 2011. It was one of the most exciting times of my life and I feel truly blessed to have so many wonderful people supporting me. To hear the nice things that were said was truly amazing. One of my friends joked and said I was lucky to hear my own eulogy while still alive! lol. But to all the persons who attended...heartfelt thanks and the ones who could not make it ...I know your thoughts were with me. There is some delay with the videos but here are some photos to get you started!

Enjoy!

Christmas is almost here...Are you ready??!

Christmas is soon approaching and we have but 1 more day left...Are you ready to receive Him?!

Had a day off from work today and the streets, malls and supermarkets were filled to capacity. Everyone is super busy cleaning, painting and scrubbing, decorating, baking, cooking and shopping away. At times we wonder what is all of this for. Is it that we don't do these things the rest of the year? Many times we forget the 'reason for the season' amidst all the chaos and festivities. The tradition is nice but do we remember what the celebration is for in the first place? Christmas marks the birth of a Saviour who was born to wash away all of our sins and give us eternal life. If we truly believe this then we would render our hearts and not the whole commercial part of the season. I too try not to allow myself to get caught up but it is indeed a special time of year to commemorate with family and friends especially ones that you haven't seen for quite a while. If Jesus were to meet us in the flesh, would you be ready to welcome Him into your hearts? Is your heart ready to receive Him? For it would not matter if you lived in a mansion and served Him a feast but rather a humble heart and home would win the King of Kings.

Whatever you're doing remember to give a gift of love this Christmas whichever form it takes...whether it's monetary or a meal, a feeling or time shared. You are fortunate and blessed and you ought to share it with others.


Make it count!!

XO

photo credit - rollnet.org

Book Launch Success!!!!! :-)

The day that I've been looking forward to for soo long has come to pass!!! The launch of my first book - Thinking out Loud. I must say despite the mad rush and panicking, everything went perfectly. The decor was spectacular, the photos were fantastic, my speech and readings went well. Every single person present said the best things about me...it made my heart swell with gladness and the room was aglow. My guests all seemed satisfied and pleased to be present for the proceedings and I was happy to host the event. It was just B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!!!!

Thank you all!!!!

Photos and videos soooooooonnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!

Many blessings to all of my customers, family, friends,  well wishers and to you my online readers local and international. Thanks for your support. Love U ALLLLL!!! XOXO

D-DAY!!!!!

The moment I've been waiting for is finally HERE!!! The day of My Book Launch -- woooohooooo

Excitement:-) Can't wait....you will see it all unfold here sooon.....sooonnn coming!!

Thanks for the support and please visit this space often and purchase a copy of my new book Thinking out Loud!!!

Available locally at RIK bookstores and online at https://www.lulu.com/commerce/index.php?fBuyContent=11764998

Preparations are underway as we speak!!!

Stay tuned....

Making my list and checking it twice!!

Today we decorated the venue for the launch...I must say it went great! Sherry and Beverly are the bestest:) See for yourself....this is the balcony.

Isn't Sherry talented?!

 

I feel more at ease that everything is falling into place. Now just for some finishing touches...then I'm set!

Decor - check!

Catering - check!

Refreshments - check!

Photography - check!

Confirmed guests - check! 

Prepared speech - check! (or maybe I'll wing it)

Books - check!

Hair and makeup - check, check, check!

Just a little delay with the baking and so but we can remedy that tomorrow as the fruit cake, punche de creme will be made and the plates to be got!

Good nite...:)

2+ more days to Book Launch!!!

Things have been coming along nicely...been trying to secure some reviews and promotions in the press...3 newspapers down, 1 more to go. Can't wait to send the photos of the launch next week! Haven't had time for the radio interviews...still on the fence about that...what do you think? Oh! and a magazine...forgot about that!

I'm taking the day off from work tomorrow to set up the venue etc...what a beautiful sight it's gonna be when we're through with the decorating. The excitement is building. Been sweating hard at the gym trying to look photo ready then one of the trainers broke the news to me that I can't lose weight in 5 days! His exact words were: "if you lose weight in a week then U need to train me!" lol. This after I picked up the pace (the fastest I ever went) and on incline too! Skipped the weights and just did cardio and abs but needless to say I was burnt out by the 3rd day...my word! Today I skipped the usual Wednesday grocery shopping and swung by to pick up my mom and take a much needed time-out. Then we got an early start on the Christmas grocery list. Night time shopping is cool. The supermarket was P-a-c-k-ed!! I guess a lot of people had the same idea. Even ran into a long time school mate. AND I also picked up some stuff for my launch. Here's what my list comprised of:

Trapiche (white wine)

Arbor Mist (merlot)

Non-alcoholic wine

Sorrel

Royal Oak rum, milk, eggs for punche de creme

Angostura bitters

Cantaloupe

Seedless grapes

Assorted cheeses

Olives

Toothpicks

Did I forget anything? Hmmm....festive paper plates and cutlery will be sourced at Price Mart tomorrow! 

Can't wait...can you??

2+days -----The count down is on...

Friday is our staff lime...so you know I will be doing selective eating!

Thursday -----> Set up....more book deliveries...then gym.

Stay tuned for my checklist tomorrow:)

Remember you can get your very own copy of my book Thinking out Loud at RIK Book stores locally or online at https://www.lulu.com/commerce/index.php?fBuyContent=11764998. 

Thanks much for your support!! Part proceeds go to charity.

Good nite world:)

Long Circular Mall

That's how we celebrate!!!

Hello world!

Lots of things have been happening this week. Here's how it went...On Monday I went to the venue of the book launch to look at the space with the decorator and photographer...it went pretty well. On Tuesday, RIK Bookstore agreed to carry my book in their 8 bookstore locations! YAY for me!! I was thrilled...I had to announce it to some of my colleagues at work during lunch:) They also want to arrange some radio and newspaper interviews. I said no to television for now since I have to get over that fear of live broadcasting:( I did my research and listened to the hosts on radio and I think I overcame my fear of that. I have always been afraid of "dead air but everyone tells me I have a "radio voice" and a good public speaker so I can't let my broadcasting course go to waste! I will go brave!! :-)

Parang the wrong house!

Well I can't report on any parang today because I overslept during the bad weather we've been having:S but there's always next week. [For my international readers parang is very catchy Spanish Christmas songs...check out my earlier posts for videos.] I'm looking forward to my annual church Christmas dinner this week at the Yatch Club....hopefully there'll be some parang there. Didn't even make it to the bookstore either because under my covers there was only room for thoughts of Zzzz and more zZZ. This weekend was quite restful and productive indeed. Just what I needed to clear my mind and refuel after a week fraught with exhaustion and ups and downs...(with the exception of a midweek escape from reality where I got my fill of sushi and margaritas for a friend's birthday:) 

Happy December 1st!!

Today we ushered in the first day of December and boy did we get here fast!!! Don't you remember January like it was just yesterday!? Wow....time certainly flies while you're having fun. And fun it was for me this year...I published my first book and many more milestones I am grateful for. The Lord has been showering his blessings upon me these past few years and for this I am elated, humbled and thankful. From time to time, we often complain about all and sundry...I know I am certainly guilty of that! There are things that I wish were different or more blessings I wish to receive but you know what? We are exactly where we need to be at any given moment. Right here in this moment...[yeah this one right now!] I am MOST grateful for life, the simple things that we take for granted like my sensory abilities, my health and I am equally grateful for the many gifts and talents that I possess, the people in my life...every single one that have been placed along my path....all the experiences I have had for they have shaped who I am today. We all need to be thankful and take a closer look at our lives and all the blessings we have for it is very easy to bemoan our situation or wish for one of those TV lives or something that someone else has, but you don't know that person's story and what they had to go through or are going through to enjoy that supposed "perfect life." All that glitters is certainly not gold.

You win some, you lose some

Sometimes you win some, sometimes you lose ....but what is important is that you can put it all into perspective. Not to turn all cynical but in life I've realized that "not all that glitters is gold"...or "not every grin, is a smile." People come in all different disguises feigning authenticity but sometimes you just have to pick your battles and choose which of those acquaintances or "friendships" you want to keep close. Even with strangers. Someone once said that "You can please all the people some of the time, and some of the people all the time, but you cannot please all the people all the time."" For this reason I choose to please myself ALL of the time that way I don't ever lose. Once I'm not breaking any rules of nature or laws I'm good to go. As for fake people...what can I say? You win some, you lose some. There's nothing you can really do to prevent that. Live right and everything else shall follow.

With that said, on a brighter note...Christmas is in the air...I'll leave you with some more mall decor....I took this on my way to the gym last week...hope you enjoy!!

Sights and sounds of Christmas

These past 2 days I happened to be in the mall doing errands...and seeing that my gym is IN the mall I am there practically all the time. I couldn't help taking some candid pics of all the decorations. I know we ought not to get caught up in the flash and material part of the season, but once you remember and commemorate the true meaning which is the birth of our savior, no one said that you can't stop to notice and appreciate the sights and sounds for all it's worth. All the radio stations are playing parang and Christmas music now and the different neighbourhoods are starting to decorate with their festive lights, reindeer and snowmen in their front yards. What a beautiful time of year that this is!

Signed, Sealed and Delivered!!!

I am super happy ...my books were delivered to my office today. Even better I saved the Fed-ex guy a trip out of the city and myself the anticipation of having to wait til I got home tonight to see them. I sold my first 9 copies at the office and one to a business owner on the way home. My boss even bought some as Christmas presents:-) Our CEO also showed his support and may even carry it at our in house libraries. On the way home, I also dropped off a copy at the bookstore to proof. It feels good to be an entrepreneur!! Everyone seemed real pleased and proud. All my hard work has finally paid off. Tomorrow I have to deliver some more copies to my editor, photographer and close friends and associates. The excitement continues!! I could not have given myself a better Christmas gift.

Peace & Love.

XO

Christmas tree!

We put up our Christmas tree and outdoor lighting this week...

image © C. K. Correia

that special time is here once again and it also brings with it sentimental, happy feelings.

Luv it:)

Let's all join together to make it a collectively superb and spectacular Christmas ---one that we would remember for a long time!!

And remember to give thanks for all your blessings great & small.

Forgive me this was taken with my bb...for now.

You've Got Mail!!

Once again I must pay tribute to technology!! I'm getting excited again that the shipment of my books are almost here!! I've been tracking it since last night. Follow with me---->

1st Pick up -NY -New York

TN - Memphis Tennessee

PR - Puerto Rico

It's carded to be delivered on Tuesday but my estimation is that it's gonna be here by tomorrow! But I may not get it till Monday:(

The count down is on once again!

Excitement:D

Book Launch

Will be going to check out the location of the private book launch this Sunday with the decorator:)

Have to come up with a budget....let the shopping begin!!

We went over our list and so far this is what we've come up with:

Banner with book cover

Red, green & gold garland

Red candles

Poinsettias

Centre piece for table

Festive table cloth (red or white)

Chair slip covers

Festive cutlery & disposables

Hanging Christmas decorations

My friend already has a tree so we are going to bring the Christmas cheer and decorate her tree!

#Excitement!!

Stay tuned soon for the Christmas menu!

Thinking of having a second book launch after all in January at the library depending on how this one goes. Any suggestions on any of the above are welcomed! Clicking anywhere on this post will take you to the comment page.

Thanks!
XO

Waiting with bated breath!

My local order has just been shipped!! woohoo:D Can't wait....

 http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/thinking-out-loud/18459340?showPreview

For those in various parts of the globe...you can order here --> (click)
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Welcome to my new visitors!

Isn't google jus fabulous?! Well thanks to google analytics I am able to see the different countries that are visiting my blog. I want to say a special hello and welcome to all my new visitors to my blog from Spain, Netherlands, South Korea, Thailand, New Zealand, Australia, United Kindgom, France, Canada, Trinidad & Tobago and my biggest guest The United States. Thank you all very much for stopping by. It would be great if you can comment on my posts by clicking on the title or text to get the prompt to comment. I would love to know what you are thinking!!

How is Christmas shaping up for you? I hope you're making preparations to spend some quality time with the special people in your life. I'm not going backpacking through Europe this year but gonna have a jolly good trini Christmas right here at home. With all the excitement of my book launch etc. how can I not! Will give it to you as it unfolds...right here Moment to Moment. Stay glued! You don't want to miss a thing!

xo

A New Beginning

Good Monday Morning!!

Wishing my online community a wonderful day and week ahead!! As we hurry through our many duties and events, let's not get caught up or become stuck in a routine and fail to be thankful for the positives in our life. Each moment is important and it's an opportunity to start anew and influence change or meaning in someone else's life. Wherever this day takes you, let's all remember to MAKE IT COUNT!!!

Peace & Love,

C.K.C.

The Original Parang Queen!!

Couldn't let the season go by without paying tribute to D ORIGINAL PARANG QUEEN!!!!

 - Daisy Voisin - gone but not forgotten!!! You will forever live on in our hearts:-)

video credit courtesy - you tube - "caribbeanvibes1"

It's Getting Closer!!!

Just had to share this vid...this one reminds me of my primary school days. We put up our Christmas tree today....Yes folks it's inching closer and closer to that special time of year....let's remember the reason for the season and Make it Count!!:-)

11.11.11

Couldn't let the day pass without blogging about this...this day will never come again!! A great end to a busy and productive week. This week was verrrrryyyy exhausting but I'm soo proud that I made it through to the end in one piece and did not "burn out!"

On a global scale, today signifies Veterans Day in the US and Remembrance Day in Canada. So let us join with our North American neighbours to pay tribute to all the soldiers who fought to defend their country in wars.


On another note, today I ordered the copies of my book for distribution locally. So hopefully I will receive it in time for the Christmas launch. Waiting to hear from the publisher. Just a few minutes ago I received a call from my bank to find out if I indeed made a transaction on my card...I'm thinking what great service!! It's now after 8pm where I am...did not know people are still at work! Just goes to show...there is still #goodcustomerservice. This afternoon, I also got a pleasant surprise when I realized that someone I thought to be something else...turned out to have a soft side after all. Sometimes people may have a tough exterior due to circumstances, but every once in a while you need to find out first hand by listening to their point of view and give them a chance...sometimes their bark may be worse that their bite. #knockonwood...let's hope they don't disappoint.

But it's the weekend and I plan on making it last! Thanks and praises for a great week and now it's "cheers to the weekend!!"

Wherever you are, whatever you're doing...remember to MAKE IT COUNT!! :D

Peace

xo

My New Book Now available online!!!!

I am overjoyed to announce that my new book is now available online at lulu.com for sale!!! So to my online global community that have joined me on my journey, you can now have your own personalized copy of my thoughts. It is a collection of my articles. This is my pride and joy and I hope that you enjoy reading it as much as I have enjoyed writing and compiling it. It was made especially with you in mind! Local sales will commence soon and will be announced. I look forward to your support. And please send me your feedback!! Many thanks. Please click here to purchase! Peace & Love...Carolyn:)
Isn't the cover image just fab??!! courtesy Neville B. Alexander EllivenEye photography

    

My 1st Career Day!!

Today I visited a school to speak at their Career Day as our Company was invited to address the Forms 3, 4 & 5 students. This was the first time that I ever did anything like this and I must say that it was a "rush." It was very liberating and satisfying to see all these young faces giving you their full attention and absorbing every word. I made it interactive and they all participated and seemed to relate to what I was saying. They were very attentive, friendly and helpful. It was well organized so much so that as soon as I drove into the parking lot, a group of about 4 kids came to greet me and even opened the car door for me and offered to help with my bags and ushered me upstairs into the classroom to set up. How lovely! My colleague and I did 3 forty-five minute sessions. At the end of it all they even gave me a hearty round of applause...I was taken by surprise. Even the parents and teachers seemed moved by my motivational talk with the kids. Most of the stuff I spoke about was taken from my book in the article "Fruits of our Labour." I must say I am glad that I went. I have to admit that initially I did not want to go...I never really did public speaking before except for brief interludes. I was really proud of myself that I overcame my fear and memorized almost all of my speech as I was able to speak for 15-20 minutes without barely looking at my script.

Is this a sign of more things to come?! Hmmm. Perhaps. It was a good launching pad for my book. One thing I would like to achieve is that these kids put some of the things I spoke about into motion and one day remember my words. I still remember the guest speakers at our school ages ago! Those things stay with you and if I could achieve that, I would have fulfilled my purpose. Could it be that I have found my calling??!! My colleague seemed to think so. I actually attended an interview some years ago and the interviewee told me that I should not be job hunting but should be doing motivational speaking, writing books and start my own company!

Maybe some day I will take that plunge! But for right now...it's survival of the fittest! Please look out for my new book Thinking out Loud...coming sooon!!!

Here's to new beginnings!

Cheers!
xo

Coming Soon!!!

Today I approved my book for distribution. So 6-8 weeks from now my new publication would be available online at Amazon for sale. It is however, available on lulu.com for sale RIGHT NOW!!!

I want to publicly thank the folks at Lulu publishing for all their expert help and guidance during this journey. They truly made my first publishing experience easy and exciting! I would definitely consider using their services again. The finished product was professional and impeccable. Everyone was impressed. Everything I learnt during this experience can be carried forward in order to make my next book even more spectacular! This has given me even more drive that I needed to resume the next two publications which I started a few years ago.

Next week I would be ordering the copies of my book for sale locally in the bookstores and hopefully through my marketing and word of mouth and the help of my friends and family my book will be a big success! I can't wait for it to all unfold week by week. 

Will keep you posted!

Stay tuned:)

Special Delivery!!

Greetings and Happy 1st November,

Today was a very special day for me. For those logging on for the first time - welcome! Just to recap I have just published my first book - which is a collection of my articles over the years. I'm very excited to announce that I received the proof/gallery copy today. I was able to track my package last night and I was telling a couple co-workers how amazing technology is. I saw where my package was every step of the way over the past few days. Before getting to Tunapuna yesterday afternoon, it was in NYC, North Carolina and Puerto Rico. The fed-ex guy called me right before noon to find out if I'd be at home and to confirm directions but he seemed to know where he was going - which was one less thing I had to worry about! I wasn't at home at the time but someone was able to receive it for me. The suspense was literally eating me up. Finally I got a call on my way home to say that it was delivered. I couldn't wait. I had them open the package and describe it to me. If cars could fly I think I would have went airborne. Seriously! I was taking every shortcut I knew until finally I reached into my doorway and shrieks were heard from a mile away!! lol. I am very grateful indeed to hold my first published book in my hands for the first time. It is in fact a dream come true. I've been wanting this for soo long and finally I can reap the rewards of hard work and perseverance. I want to especially thank all the people that have encouraged me and gave me support along the way. All the tips, advice, kudos, information, expertise, skill, encouragement, inspiration and motivation. You all are indeed blessed beyond words and your presence is a God-sent in my life. I am also grateful to all my readers for without you this would not even be possible. I look forward to your feedback. Many thanks.

The next step is to review the publication one more time and approve it and order copies! Then to start planning the book launch. Excitement:-)

Stay tuned for more details...

The Voice Within

photo credit - flickr.com

It's the last day of October 2011 (already!) and I must say the past couple months have brought great joys to my life. For this I give thanks to God for all my blessings great and small. Today is no exception. I feel liberated that I am finally debt free (for the most part) and I own my vehicle wholly and solely! No more installments! It's cause for celebration once again. Now I can make much more strides in accomplishing some of my other goals. Now that we are only two more months away from the end of the year, as we reflect are there any last minute things we need to put in place in order to make this year go out with a bang? I could think of some things and who knows maybe it's not too late. Whatever we think...we subconsciously get the ball rolling already. Our thoughts alone are very powerful. We can also speak it into action by our words.  Our willpower is mighty beyond words. Sometimes we need a little push but most times we really need to focus and channel our energy to rise above our present circumstance. We can make it happen and bring about that change that we desire if we listen to that voice within...our own voice and the voice of the Holy Spirit working in our lives.

As the last few hours of this month counts down (if you're on Eastern time), let's all peacefully give thanks and let it go. Tomorrow is a brand new day for another chance to make it our best yet! Let's focus and visualize our goal and make it happen! Planning is key but sometimes spontaneity works just as well. Make it happen in our head and watch it unfold in our lives! You have the power: Make it count! ©

 

Excitement is building!!!

The countdown is on to the delivery of my new book and I can't wait:-) It was officially published on October 27th 2011 with its own ISBN etc. This is the sample copy which I need to vet carefully before I approve it and is then sent to distribution. I would be then able to order copies which will be available for sale locally. Six -eight (6-8) weeks after this, it will be available for you to purchase online at amazon.com and amazon.co.uk from anywhere in the world.

This is a very exciting time for me since it is something every writer longs for...apart from seeing your work in print for the first time (published in a periodical)-  having your own book...and becoming an author is one of the most fulfilling experiences you can accomplish in your lifetime. To have multiple books published is no easy feat and I'm definitely up to the challenge...I can't wait to welcome this new chapter (couldn't resist the pun) in my life. I anticipate it will be everything I dreamed of and more. To do this full time is something I aspire to achieve and with the help of you my readers, it could become a reality. It's a lot of hard work and sleepless nights but to me it won't seem like work at all since it is my burning passion and purpose. It is very rewarding indeed to be able to touch and influence lives, arouse emotions and bring about change in people's lives and I hope to do just that. In fact I think this is my ultimate career goal and I am really looking forward to the feedback.

Only days to the delivery and I could hardly contain myself...you'll be the first to know!!!

Stay glued:-)

Congrats to Anya!

Congratulations to the newest winner of Project Runway - Season 9 - Anya Ayoung Chee!! After a head-to-head race over the past few weeks, her winning designs, style, innovation and ability to work under pressure has won her the 1st prize. Hats off to you! You did us proud!

It's Beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

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It's official - Christmas is in the air! I went to Movietowne tonight to the European Film Festival and I can definitely feel a little something extra in the air. West Mall is also beautifully decorated. What a wonderous sight! Today being Divali, on the drive home, I also saw some lit deyas and it was equally appealing to the eye. Tis' the season for giving and sharing and this time of year, everything seems so magical and bright. I know you must not get sucked into the commercial aspect but it really adds to the feeling of joy and laughter. The Christmas music also plays a part to make everyone feel like humming a happy tune. Let's not get caught up and remember the reason for the celebration. Why not share our blessings and do something selfless for a good cause? This can make the world of difference for someone not as fortunate as us and it will surely make us feel better too. It does not have to be something monetary but it could be our time or talent. Whatever it is, give with a free heart and it all comes back to you in one form or another. You might even find yourself pleasantly surprised  one day, when suddenly everything in your life falls effortlessly into place. This Christmas I pray for life, health, strength, peace, joy, love  and wonderful people to share it with. I wish the same for each and everyone of you! Hope the season is shaping up nicely for you! Make it special, make it unique AND Make it count!

Peace

New Developments taking shape...

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Aren't co-workers the best sometimes? Let's face it: apart from school, you meet the most diverse bunch of people at your workplace. I was talking to a colleague about my soon to be published book and he had the most insightful ideas and inspiration. So I am wavering about the venue for this launch right about now. Let's  backtrack...so far I've moved from the bookstore to the library and now to  a more intimate setting and gone from having two launches to maybe just one - a private one. If my venue works out, it will just be spectacular and out of this world...small and cosy just the way I like it. I'm getting really excited...can you tell?! I did my budget tonight and things are looking up. I have the menu down - inclusive of some nice festive treats with a local twist since it looks like it's going to be a December launch. Christmas is always good to build the excitement. I asked my friends whose forte is photography and decorating and they're in as well. So you will be the first to see it unfold here complete with photos and videos! I even compiled the guest list. Invitations are going to be a dream...It's just to visit the venue and see where that leads! * fingers and toes crossed*. Can't wait:-) Maybe I can do that tomorrow since it's a public holiday here. Wish me luck! I might even have to time to check out the European film festival while I'm at it...

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Wherever you are and whatever you're doing...soak it all in and make it count! The future awaits!

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Festival of Lights

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Various countries all over the world at this time celebrate the Festival of Lights known as Divali. It symbolizes light over darkness and the triumph of good over evil. Many Hindus commemorate the holiday by the lighting of little clay lamps known as "deyas" and the cooking and sharing of meatless curry dishes before which time they engage in fasting and prayer. Candied sweets such as Kurma, Ladoo, Gulab Jamun, Jalebi, Peera and Barfie make many people with a sweet tooth happy. Persons can be seen in traditional East Indian garb such as saris and shalwars during the season and many people can be seen visiting various displays of lit deyas strategically placed over bended bamboo poles. However the most prominent display in our country can  probably be be seen at the Divali Nagar site in Chaguanas, which is transformed into a big flea market and cultural information hub the week leading up to the festival and culminating with fireworks on the last night. It's a nice precursor to Christmas and many persons from all religious denominations look forward to the celebration and bonding experience it brings, especially in a multicultural nation such as ours.

Let's join the Hindu community around the world to wish all a Shubh Divali.

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Somewhere over the Rainbow...

Do we ever wonder what the people around us really think of us? I was asked this once on a job interview - to which I responded to break the ice: "it depends on who you ask" [probably not the best answer in hindsight! lol]. I didn't think much of this question until today (ladies washrooms are an amazing meeting ground!). Our family are one thing...they are supposed to love us unconditionally no matter what and put up with all of our crap even those moments we are not proud of. Our friends last for seasons - the truly faithful that stand the test of time also love the good, bad and ugly qualities about us...or do they? Do they tolerate us or do they really accept and appreciate all parts of our personality? And if we're committed to another, we have to find a common ground where both partners are able to learn to live with and accept each other's flaws/quirks and compromise, otherwise problems are inevitable. What at first maybe easily overlooked, may not be the reality in the long term. It's not an easy task for all involved.

Then there are our co-workers and colleagues. Some we get along with and some we probably just stay out of their way for peace sake. Because the truth is: no matter how hard you try, some people would not like the best bone in your body even if you gave it your all. And the ones that feign pleasantries, are probably the ones you need to be most wary of, because you never know where you stand unless something happens for you to realize this. Others due to differences in opinion or fallouts at one time or another, prefer not to "get into your space" for reasons of their own. I heard this at church this weekend and I think it struck a chord with a lot of people in the congregation. The question was: what would you do if you and your neighbour did not get along? Would you cross the road and shake hands? Or would you prevent a likely trip to the dentist's office and just sit quietly and pray about a resolution to the situation? In the world in which we now live, it's possible that we would most likely opt for the latter.

On another note, I think a lot of times pride gets in the way. Sometimes we want to be the bigger person and shake hands, but something deep inside...that human condition that we are all susceptible to, prevents us from making that step. Would the other person ignore us? Worse yet - insult us or not even look our way? Can we really put aside our hurt and anger long enough to call the whole impasse off? Or do we avoid that step because in our head it just does not make sense? Would the other person just keep on making the same gross mistakes again and again if we called a truce and gave them another chance? Decisions...decisions. At the end of the day, you have to live with yourself and all of the choices you make. Sometimes it's best to just make peace with yourself, leave well enough alone and place it in the hands of the Almighty. As they say, "time is longer than twine" and most times situations resolve themselves on their own or the Lord places a [similiar] situation in your life so that you are forced to deal with your emotions and if necessary heal that which needs to be healed.

Indeed people are complex beings and one way to understand them is to embrace those qualities in yourself that remind you of them - sounds strange but we all are the same underneath it all. Then maybe "somewhere over the rainbow" we would be set free from the confines of our frailties/weaknesses.

As we inch closer and closer to that special and sacred time of year...let us find meaning in our daily existences and make it count! ©

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Have you found your gift?

Now I've really been "sticking" with my posts of late, as we say in this country. It's just that being back out to work is taking a toll on me already! Thank God for the weekend. After this week, I really do believe in second chances, but we'll save that for another time. 

Some good news about my book - the formatting of the interior and cover design are completed so I am just awaiting the sample copy. When I'm finished vetting it ...it goes to distribution! YAY! I order copies and I believe 8 weeks after, it will be available online on Amazon. I could hardly wait. Then I have to organize my book launch. I'm thinking of having 2 launches. The first one will be done at the library as opposed to the bookshop as I orginally planned. And the second will be a small intimate gathering with family and friends. Of course there's lots to do. I have to find a venue, organize catering and decorating. And of course I have to budget first and foremost. Hoping I can do it all.

I was planning this very deep post last night, about our different belief systems after attending church last night and reading a book I bought recently...but I decided against it. I realized that I have to accept that everyone will ultimately have their own belief and who I am to judge - "to each his own." I know that I believe in God and He is responsible for everything that happens in my life. I don't think that I can do any of this without Him and for that I am eternally grateful for breath, for life, talents and the people in it. Like a friend of mine told me today, sometimes it takes a life-changing moment to bring you to YOUR Moment of Truth. And for you to believe that without God you are nothing. I will never change my belief and will never succomb to any other influence because I have come to know Him on a personal level and he has worked miracles in my life. Needless to say, I believe that I have been called to fulfill a deeper purpose which is to influence lives through my writing which is inspired from God. I am not saying that I am perfect, but I believe I have a gift that comes naturally and effortlessly which I feel motivated to share with as many people as possible. And I do it not to gain anything but simply because I feel I have a duty that I honestly enjoy above everything else.

This I say to you, we are all blessed with a natural talent/gift and if you have found it, give of it freely because it's rewards are abundant and priceless. Wishing everyone a great week ahead and an opportunity to right all the wrongs. ©

Back to reality

Well it's back to reality for me again...I returned to work on Friday after my 2-week vacation. I must say it was very productive and relaxing. I got to pack in as many things as possible into those 11 days. It's kind of nice going back to work on a Friday...only 1 day for the week, I get to ease myself gradually back into the work week. And you know what else is good about returning to work on a Friday? The after-work lime (as we say in trini)! I went to a sushi bar with a co-worker friend of mine and we had ourselves a time. I must say it was a great way to end the week.

We've been getting a lot of rain in this part of the world this past week and of course there's little you can do, but stay indoors and curl up under your covers with a hot drink and a book. My plans to go to the beach were foiled. And of course with technology nowadays you're connected to so many people, virtually anywhere in the world without even having to pick up a phone to make a call or log onto your computer. Our smart phones keep us connected with just the press of a few buttons. Isn't it just nifty?!

Apart from that, I tend to do a lot of thinking and planning on my porch in my favourite comfy chair just looking at the rain, mountains and trees. And I was thinking how grateful I am to be alive and have great people in my life. You know every year I meet a few new people and those meetings have blossomed into some great friendships. And I got to thinking that every single person that comes across your path is for a reason - whether they stand the test of time or not. It doesn't just happen by chance. The ones that don't last probably came into your life at that specific moment to impart a lesson or to provide a test.  You may think it's all you, but God works in mysterious ways and He indeed knows what He's doing, so we need to trust Him a little more often.

Today was a busy day but tomorrow it starts anew all over again. New opportunities await~

Sometimes all it takes is a good rain shower to wash away all the grime, so that we can refresh our view and get a new perspective on life.

Anytime I face a challenge or feel stuck, I go to a place where I feel at peace (like my garden watching a sunset) and get lost in my thoughts for few moments. And I always find the answers in my heart when I look above in prayer.

photos courtesy ©  C.K.Correia

What are you grateful for?

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Counting down to print...

Good Sunday vibes to all of you!!

Just touching base to say that things are coming along very nicely with regard to my book. I received the completed front and back covers as well as the formatting for the interior of my book on Friday! Super excited. Soo much so that I couldn't wait to finish renewing my driver's permit and skipped the gym to rush home and view my files. It's just fabulous...I printed it all out and can't stop staring at it! There are one or two little minor adjustments that need to be made but everything's looking just spectacular. I can't wait for the next step. I've been going to bed really late these past few weeks but my adrenaline's pumping and it's all worth it. Need to take a time out every now and then though...so I've been watching a lot of movies lately during my down time.

Next week is my last week on vacation and I'm going to just spent it relaxing and soaking up the last few days before the drama all starts again:S Perhaps another trip to the beach. Oh! and there's one last piece of business I need to attend to but I'll keep that a secret! Wish me luck!

Wherever you are and whatever you're doing this fine Sunday...enjoy it to the fullest...and make it COUNT!!!

Stay tuned...

Ciao!

The Best and the Worst of times

A special good night to all my new visitors and also my returning visitors from Russia and the United States...thanks for welcoming me into your lives if only for a few minutes...it is much appreciated! Please feel free to leave your comments on my blog.

Today was a long and rewarding day. My vacation is turning into quite a work out! I got some good news and bad news. It was nerve racking but the good news was greaT and worth the wait. I realize more and more the power of prayer as I journey through my daily challenges. God is indeed alive and present in each and everyone of us, if only we realize His potential to work in our lives and allow the miracles to happen. Sometimes we want to take the credit for the good that happens (it's only human nature) but we have to realize that we could never do it alone.

On another note, the other news I was waiting on did not turn out positively but we [I] have to find the lessons and silver lining in every situation. It's been a long journey but sooner or later the answer(s) you've been waiting on will present themselves, and by that time we should be ready for it to occur. You can't try to figure out why things did not work out the way you expected but understand that there is a Greater plan...something that is Bigger than both you and I. The waiting game is indeed excruciatingly painful at times but you have to rely on the knowledge that you are exactly where you need to be at any given moment. I can't say it is due to lack of trying in my case. If you sit around and do nothing then that's a totally different story. But if you're a go-getter then the age old expression - "what is for you, is for you" should provide some comfort. And that's it! Let it go...and wait for that #MomentOfTruth to unfold.

Sooo onto yet another story. Someone called me tonight trying to convince me of something (and don't ya just hate it when that happens??! Ohmygosh.) They were trying to convince me that you should be satisfied when things are "comfortable" and should not strive for greater heights. They told me that they don't believe in finding your passion but rather security is a higher priority! Needless to say, that conversation was deeply troubling since this is not the first time that individual has brought it up. What can I say? I guess if Steve Jobs believed that then he would have never invented the iPhone, iPad, iPod, Macintosh computer etc! My word. I hate it when people try to force their beliefs on you! I don't go around telling people how to live their life!? I should think I try to inspire/motivate individuals to bring about positive change while sharing my experiences. But what can you do? No matter how hard you argue your point of view some people would never see it. With that said, the world mourns the loss of the great inventor Steve Jobs...thank you for your invaluable contributions and RIP.

To all the workaholics out there burning the midnight oil (well not quite 12 yet) hard work pays off and if your work is adding to the quality of life...then hats off to you! Someone out there appreciates you without you even knowing it! But remember to slow down long enough to smell the roses and spend time with the ones you love...cos time is something you can neVer get back...and when you're gone...the work goes on but you won't live to see the finer things in life...your replacement will. Gruesome but true. Think about it.

Have a good one...

Cheers!

I'll leave you with another beautiful scenery...

© image courtesy Sherry Ann Lee